Thelema Lodge
Ordo Templi Orientis
P.O.Box 2303
Berkeley, CA 94702 USA
March 1997 e.v. at Thelema Lodge
Announcements from
Lodge Members and Officers
The Section Two reading group, which meets on Monday evening 24th March at
Oz House in Oakland, will be turning this month to Maurice Hewlett's fairy
novel Lore of Persepine, when Caitlin leads our reading and discussion
beginning at 8:00. Maurice Hewlett (1861-1923), born into a comfortable
middle-class family, privately educated, and called to the bar in 1890, became
a senior civil servant before retiring to write popular romantic adventure
novels after the success in 1898 of his Arthurian book The Forest Lovers. In
his later years he also published widely as a poet and essayist. Hewlett's
Lore of Proserpine appeared the same year as Crowley's Book of Lies, and is
one of the more obscure works on the Section Two list. It has never been
reprinted, but fortunately the Oakland Public Library possesses a copy of the
original edition (apparently never borrowed, since its acquisition in 1916
e.v., until requested from storage for our reading group). Crowley
recommended it as "a suggestive enquiry into the Hermetic Arcanum," and does
not appear to have discussed Hewlett or this book elsewhere at all.
We have recently been offering at the lodge a weekly reading and discussion
group, beginning at 7:00 each Sunday evening and continuing until shortly
before mass, to study Crowley's own explication of Liber AL. Our guide is the
recent edition by Hymenaeus Beta of The Law is for All: The Authorized Popular Commentary to the Book of the Law, originally prepared at Crowley's request by
Louis Wilkinson. Come by a little early on Sunday and join us in the lodge
"den" for this intense but informal exchange of responses to a challenging and
evocative book. For information call Michael at (510) 601-9393.
Grace presents a forum each month on behalf of Thelema Lodge for work and
discussion with astrological issues of all kinds, meeting in Berkeley on
Friday evening 28th March. The current series of astrological evenings
emphasizes the role of the houses of the horoscope, each in turn, and this
month's focus is on the tenth house, referring to power, prestige, and status.
It shows how we cope with authority and responsibility. It indicates our
relationship with our mother, family, and tradition in general. It refers to
our worldly progress and our social status; hence it shows the sort of career
direction which would best suit us. It indicates our ambition and
aspirations, and reveals how we handle our sense of duty toward all matters
outside the home. Our meeting is from 7:00 to 9:00, and all are welcome, but
all are requested to call ahead at (510) 843-STAR to get directions or to let
Grace know who is planning to attend. Bring your own chart, or your birth-
data so one can be cast for you.
The Moskwa by night has a curious likeness to the Thames; and St Saviour's
takes on the aspect of St Paul's. For a second the illusion is complete; then
one turns back to the marvelous parapet of the Kremlin, and is again in Asia.
One passes into the enchanted garden of Alexander the Third, with its ruins of
elder walls, now half hidden by usurping vegetation, always beneath the
machicolations of pale orange, crowned by the mighty palace of the Tsar.
Moscow has virtue to hallow modernity. The guide-book informs us that such
and such was rebuilt in eighteen hundred and something; one is as unmoved in
admiration as when one learns that the gargoyles of Notre Dame are Early
Victorian. It merely intensifies one's admiration for Early Victoria.
In these gardens monsters play; it is only in keeping. No Pagan dream of
centaur, nymph, hermaphrodite, faun, hamadryad, exceeds the soul that laughs
in Russian eyes. Who has the key of the garden of Pan? He will find it more
useful in Moscow than even in London, where the constant wear of the nerves --
London is the City of Interruptions -- drives all who would remain themselves
to explore strange kingdoms, wherein themselves are lost. With a telephone at one's elbow, one is obliged to fill a minute with the wine of a month.
Unnecessary task for Moscow, where the minutes are worth months by their own
right divine. What is boredom in the west is bliss in the east. It is the
elemental forces of Nature that nurse our hearts. London's comedy and tragedy
are so glazed over by hypocrisy that London feeds on lies. In Moscow one is
constantly faced by facts. The troughs of sulphuric acid between the double
windows, without which one could have no daylight in winter, are undeniable.
In Nice the hotel porter can (and does) telegraph to the papers that his
thermometer is 21 degrees C. when there is snow on the ground and a blizzard
blowing.
It is this annual lustration of snow that keeps the heart of Moscow pure,
even as India is purged by heat and rain. Where Nature always smiles
degeneracy soon sets in. Countries not purified by calamity must be washed in
blood. This is the merciful and terrible law, and this is the law under which
wild beasts prowl unmolested in the garden of the Third Alexander. Those who
accept the law of their own being are free within the limits of their destiny.
Osiris bore the crook and scourge; the Russian has his trances and his vices --
and the knout. I wish I were sure that the Russian -- not only his artist --
were as sure as I am that the two are but phases of a unity which would have
no phases but for an inexplicable optical illusion! However, the artist knows
it and the peasant lives it; that must suffice.
Russia is always in extremes: the Café Concert at the Aquarium and the
finest ballet in the world on the one hand -- the mercury mines on the other.
The Tsar on the one hand -- the greatest personal freedom in Europe on the
other. An Education Act would drown Russia in blood: a Duma is an
anarchronism. The result is a life simple and moderate, perfectly policed and
admirably free. When all is said and done, the only crime is to conspire
against a rule which ensures this freedom. The ethics of Russian rule is not
to be judged by the convicted sneak-thieves who come to England and pose as
political martyrs, or the women who, after being licensed prostitutes for
fifteen years in Warsaw, arrive in London with a tale of a vierge flétrie and
a wicked governor-general. Russia is pre-eminently sane, as England is
hysterical. A press censor saves one (at least) from the excesses of the
Press. In England today it is impossible to discover from the newspapers
whether a million stalwart men made the welkin ring at Sir Bluster Bragg's
meeting, or whether the attendance was limited to an old lady suffering from
rheumatism and two jeering boys. Both reports are often enough sent in by the
same man.
In Moscow one does not bother one's head about such matters. You can blow
ten thousand men to pieces with less fuss than (in England), a draper can get
rid of his wife. There is no excitement about the "drames passionels" in the
papers; every Russian buttons up a hundred Crippens in his blouse -- which
often enough has not even buttons! No man can estimate the strength of
Russia. Moscow is the richest city in Europe. Russia has real wealth, not
the wealth that depends on wars and rumors of wars. Let every bank in the
world break, and the planet break up in universal war: Russia would not turn a
hair. Certain financiers might default; no other would suffer. The Russian
Empire is a fact in Nature; the British Empire is the hysterical creation of a
few Jingo newspapers. England without a navy can be starved in a few weeks.
Russia overpowered merely starves her invaders. General Janvier and General
Février are finer strategists than my lords Roberts and Kitchener. Russia has
in her own right all the things that are wanted. The "Vin exceptionnel de Georgia" which I drank tonight would be hard to match in French vintages, and
it only costs ten shillings a bottle even at this den of thieves where I sup
and write. If you insist on all you have coming straight from Paris, it is
expensive to live; I find the local products, from hors d'oeuvres to that kind
which neither toils nor spins, incomparably finer. The Christmas strawberry
at the Savoy is not equal to those that you pick wild in June. The opposite
contention is one of those superstitions that oppresses the newly rich, and
makes their lives a burden fiercer than Solomon's grasshopper. All life ultimately reposes on spiritual truths, not on material illusions. If a man
is a physician at forty, he knows by experience the simple truth of poets like
Wordsworth, Burns, and Francis Thompson. A friend of mine has recently had
his adequate income multiplied by five. The other day he said to me: "Till
now I never knew what it was to be poor." The poor remain happy in their
hope; "if they were only rich!" The rich have lost that illusion; they know
riches are valueless, and they despair of life. A girl friend of mine lived
three years happily on a pound a week or less; she has come into a thousand a
year, and "never has a penny to bless herself with." She even comtemplates an
expedient as ancient as it is unsatisfactory to eke out the exiguity of her
existence. The is where the Russian scores; he steals ravenously, and flings
away the spoils. He never attaches any value to money, or regards it as a
standard of worth. Birth is a good deal, influence something, even saintship,
artistry, or preeminence in vice have value; but riches are left to the Jew.
The Russian is the only rival of the Irishman as the antithesis of all that
Weininger implies by the Jew -- which term, by the way, has extension quite
different from that of the Hebrew race. To say so much is not to take sides
in a controversy or even to admit that controversy as legitimate: as a
logician, I deny that either of the contradictories A and a necessarily fall
into either of the classes B or b.
In Russia I go further, and assert the identity of A and a. It is the
secret of the extravagance of strength and weakness which is eternally
whispered between the steppes and the sky.
It is not often that Nature condescends to make a pun: here she has done
so, by the constant reminder of the astounding likeness between Moscow and
Mexico (D.F.). There is the same "sudden unfinishedness"; for example,
between the Kremlin and St Basil's there is a patch which has known no
workman's toil. There is also the terrible rain, which makes horses stand
knee-deep in water. I once saw a man thigh-deep in the Pivnaya next to the
Hermitage Restaurant -- the best in Moscow -- bailing for dear life. There are
the same great open circles, with low crude houses on the patio system, stalls
here and there, animals in unexpected places, a general air of mañana,
occasional Chinese, odd drunkards reeling about in open daylight. I must also
mention that eminently respectable women smoke in the street, and that both
sexes refuse to submit to the inconvenience of waiting when they are in a
hurry. Electric trams of surprising excellence run through roads paved with
cobbles of desolating irregularity. Even minute details concur; for example,
the bedrooms in my corridor run 109, 103, 108, 106, 101. The gardens and
boulevards suggest an alameda rather than the Paris which they were probably
intended to imitate, and the behavior of the people who adorn them goes to
complete the likeness. The suburbs confirm the diagnosis, with their wooden
huts and their refreshment shanties, their fields unenclosed, their sudden
parks and fashionable hotels whose approaches would not be tolerated in the
most primitive districts anywhere else.
And as I make these observations on the road to Sparrow Hills, my friend
remarks (sua sponte) that it is exactly like the back-blocks in Northern
Australia!
And this is 56° North! Whence comes this constant suggestion of the
tropics? Except for the quality of the rain, there is rationally no striking
resemblance. To me this is an unsolved puzzle, an isolated fact which I
connect with no other item of my mind, much less subordinate to any general
principle. But it is so strong and so remarkable that it must be set down in
the record.
Pale green as the sea in certain seasons, with all of its transluscence,
are the twin spires and the dome of the Iberian Gate, whose facade is of the
color of a young fawn, and whose windows are dapples white. Beneath each
tower is a passage, and between these nestles the Chapel of the Virgin of
Iberia, the holiest shrine of Russia. Most sacred is the image of the Virgin,
a copy of that of the Iberian monastery of Mount Athos, a copy made according
to the rules of ceremonial magic, amid fasts and prayers and conjurations. It
was presented solemnly in 1648 to the Tsar Alexis Mikhailovitch by the
archimandrite Pochomius. The cheek of the Virgin bears yet the mark of the
knife-thrust of an iconoclastic Tartar.
The chapel is crowded with many other ikons, and the ragged-devout. Also,
as Baedeker cynically remarks, se méfier des pickpockets. (It is delightful
to find Baedeker among the prophets!) But while the interior is like all
Russian shrines, an avalanche of gold, the [exterior] is a noble canopy of
that vivid blue-violet which nature so rarely produces but by way of the
laboratory, starred with gold, and crowned with a golden angel, the crimson
brick of the Duma on the east, and the History Museum on the west, it is a
spectacle of unwearying beauty.
To me it is evident that devotion and admiration leave their object
admirable. I believe that the appreciative eye can distinguish between two
similar objects, one of which has been worshipped, and the other not. I
believe that the human mind does leave an abiding imprint on things as much as
they do upon the mind.
I almost believe that the Tower of the Saviour is the most beautiful in the
Kremlin, partly because for two and a half centuries no man has dared to pass
beneath it without uncovering his head, and that St Nicholas of Mojaisk really
protected his image form the attempt of the French to blow up his gate with
gunpowder. All such petty miracles are credible enough in face of the one
great and undeniable miracle of the existence of so much beauty upon earth.
Education spoils the Russian as it spoils everybody. The Tretiakoff
gallery is sufficient evidence. There appears no true original strain of
Russian art. The whole gallery is so imitative that every picture in it might
have been painted by Gerald Kelly. And unfortunately there are only one or
two who mimic anything so high as Reynolds or Gainsborough; the principal
influences are rather those of Frith, Luke Fildes, and others of the
sentimental photograph school. The pictures of Peroff, Makowsky, Kramskoi,
Gay, and Repine are oleographs more oleographic than all previous oleographs.
Verestchagin has been well called the despair of photographers; he had
astonishingly normal perception, and a faculty of draughtsmanship and color
which implies a mastery in which nothing was lacking but individuality. He
fills some ten pages of the catalogue with 235 oil paintings, many of them
conceived on the most generous scale. The man must have had a far greater
capacity for painting than I have for looking at his pictures. A mosque-door,
life-size, with the minute carvings reproduced so that the texts are as
legible as the original, figures again and again in these vast canvases. The
painter never seem to have grasped the first fundamentals of painting. In
this gallery the fact that representation of nature has no connection with art
is driven home, and one almost begins to sympathize with the Futurist
manifesto.
The only insight beyond that of Bonnat, Bougereau, Carolus-Duran, and their
bovine kind is shown by Shishkin, Sudhowsky, Prvokline, Mestchersky, Dubovsky,
Nesteroff, and Kuindjy, until we come to recent years, when the accessibility
of Paris has given an entirely new direction to Russian art, and the Latin
quarter has warned Russian students that they must be original. Paris has
become the sole centre of art, and so destroyed all national characteristics!
(I noticed exactly the same tendencies in the gallery of Stockholm.) The
slavish imitation that marked all nineteenth century work, even more than eighteenth century, is gone, and the future appears more hopeful than that of
art in any other country.
But the past must be closed; the Tretiakoff gallery is only "an average
Academy," except for the room which is consecrated to foreign art, and holds
the best Gauguin, the best Van Gogh, and the best Toulouse-Lautrec that one is
likely to see between Vladivostok and the studio of Roderic O'Connor in the
Rue du Cherche-Midi -- where it is always Quatorze Heures!
But of all these matters it is idle and impertinent to write. Analysis
shows King Lear to be a jumble of twenty-six very commonplace letters,
repeated without any regard to symmetry or any other rule for assembling the
same. This appalling café-concert (where of the thirty items barely three are
tolerable) does not hinder my appreciation of the Shashlik which my bold
Circassian in his brown rough robe with the silver furniture will presently
bring me on a skewer. The concert comes to an end; the banality of bad
orchestra, bad singing, and bad dancing of bad women, inaudible through the
clatter of innumerable forks on plates and tongues in jaws, is dead before if
is alive; this is not Moscow, or even an impression of it. The lady in black
silk (on my right) with "sapphire" oblongs about 2 inches by 2 inches in her
ears reminds me delightfully of the cold sucking-pig of the Slaviansky Bazaar.
Life cancels life; death is the only positive, perhaps because it has the air
of being the only negative.
Moscow is the bezel of a poison-ring: about it is only the gold and silver
of the stars and of the steppes, a ring whose equation is the incommensurable.
I can take ship in my imagination, and arrive at marvellous heavens; I can
conjure monsters from the deep of mind; nothing so strange and so real has
found the mouth of the sunrise on its russet silken sails, or hailed my bark
from the far shore of Oceanus or Phlegethon. Chimaera, Medusa, Echidna, and
those others that we dare not name, is it you or your incarnations that come,
incubus and succubus, unasked into the dream which we call Moscow? Why is the
essence of the unsubstantial fixed in stone, the land of utmost faery paved
with cobbles, the grossest vices transfigured with a film of moonlight, the
blood of unnameable crimes become of equal virtue with the blood of martyrs?
Why is the face of the ikon so dark, if not for the face of Ivan the Terrible
as he gazed sneering on the face of his own son, struck down by his own hand?
Blood on the snow, and starlight on the cupolas! The Strelitzes headless
before St Basil's, and the sun setting ablaze those pinnacles of lust erect!
The city washed in fire, and the conqueror of Europe flying before his army
from the advance-guard of Field-Marshal Boreas! Heroism and murder hand in
hand, devotion and treachery mingling furtive kisses under the walls of the
Kremlin!
What ghosts lurk in the shadows of the garden of Pan find playmates in
those of the garden of Alexander III. All this is omnipotent, omniscient,
omnipresent as That Great Name itself; all this is prophesied eternally and
infallibly as I step from the ignis fatuus concert-hall to the garden, where
columns, crescents, trees, and fountains are alike ablaze with ultra-violet --
unearthly as only one other sight that I have seen, the ashen horror of
eclipse -- the miracle of summer dawn in Moscow!
Point-source light of phallic tower | |
Scrying, spying, eyeing, lying | |
Sharp star-sheen; metallic power | |
Crying, sighing, vying, dying | |
Thicketed, the brambled numbers | |
Fiery steel-springs: Golden Ram | |
Dream-sequenced perception slumbers | |
Alien space-beast; abstract am | |
Star-shot canvas; serpent flower | |
Roiling, coiling, boiling, spoiling | |
Sun-burst nova; northlight hour | |
Toiling, broiling, moiling, foiling | |
This poem, from Grady's cycle "The Angel and the Abyss," corresponds to the Magus card in Tarot, and was first published in the London/Bergen volume of Grady's Poems in 1986 e.v. before being included in the fourth volume of The Grady Project two years later.
Derived from a lecture series in 1977 e.v. by Bill Heidrick
Copyright © Bill Heidrick
Although overlapping different size Trees of Life on Sephirot makes pretty
pictures, that approach doesn't deal well with studies of complex situations.
It is difficult to try to string a lot of these Trees together.
Theoretically, one can examine things in that way; but the perspective is
vaguely of rising levels of abstraction. There are other ways of combining
Trees of Life. Each of these methods embodies some basic principle.
Consider a similar but slightly different approach. Take four circles,
arranged vertically with their centers on an upright line. Each circle
intersects the center of the next. In every one of these circles there is a
Tree of Life, each the same size and overlapping as the circles do. Overall,
the effect is of a single tree, reaching from a Keter in the topmost circle to
a Malkut in the lowest. There are many variations with overlapping Trees of
Life; but most of them tend to depend on ascending through levels of
abstraction, worlds if you will, with a single theme.
Here is another approach. For this, we will consider the case of an author
who wrote a book on Qabalah. There is no need to abuse a particular author
and book in this little experiment, but any good sized magical or occult
bookstore can supply suitable examples. We will have a look at a technique of
study by means of multiple Trees of Life, analysis instead of synthesis, in
the fashion of overlapping Trees. To go to lower levels and obtain higher
detail, it is necessary to look at little Trees, and parts of Trees within
Trees. That's a topic for the next installment.
For our imaginary example, we'll call the book George and the Talmudic Fern. We'll say that the author was a man named "La-Aaron". This is a modern
book, and the author wanted to discuss allegories to the human body in
Qabalah. What does the blood mean? What does the digestive processes
signify? How does this link to psychology, to the soul, and so on? He tried
to use a four-Worlds approach to make sense of those things: the highest
Qabalistic World of Atzilut, the Briah World, the Yetzirah World, and the
Assiah World, the lowest. Take those as overlapping like the circle example
given just above. Stretch a human physical body over the lowest Assiah
circle, head near the top and feet near the bottom. The head and upper body
also occupy the lower half of the next circle, that of the Yetzirah world.
Fantasy evoked in the physical body passes upward into the next higher world.
In that second circle, there is another body, Astral or Spiritual in
character. For that 2nd body, the head and upper part reaches into the lower
half of the third circle, that of the Briah World. The highest fantasies are
also the roots of knowledge, the knowledge goes up. In the third circle there
is a rational or "philosophical" body. The highest knowledge is the root of
the mystical world, and that goes on up to whatever may be found in the
Atzilut World. This was his over-all plan, and it's a good one. Our author
made some mistakes in attempting to work out too much detail, and no one had
done as much before. Consequently, he didn't have a precursor's "first draft"
to work on.
In this approach to working the Tree, something is observed in the physical
world. A Tree of Life is set up to study that, typically with a series of
questions related to Sephirot. An event occurs. What is the event on the
physical earth? What does the event do that's like a fantasy? What does it
seem to be, rather than what it is known to be physically? The Malkut of the
matter is just physical actuality, simply described. Once ideas and
associations form with regard to that actuality, and an attempt is made to
describe it in more than literal ways, Yesod is reached on the first or lowest material Tree. Next is the Hod level, and the questions of function are
explored. After that comes an appreciation of emotional or feeling tone about
the physical observation, the Netzach on the physical or Assiah Tree. How do
we feel? Does it feel good? Does it feel bad? Does it work for us or does
it not? Beyond that comes Tipheret. What is this observed material thing
doing for our physical lives? Are there changes in us? At the Tipheret level
of the Assiah Tree, these thoughts are less like questions and more like
attentiveness. Is the particular physical subject of study doing things that
influence our own lives, the way we get up in the morning, the way we go to
bed at night, and other day to day affairs? The Geburah level assesses: Is it
bringing things to our awareness that we should know and have not known
before? Is it making changes that frighten us, but help us? Is it making
changes that seem to help us but don't? In that place there is a continual
judgment, all related to physical life, not the mental state or the higher
states. After Geburah of the Assiah Tree comes a sense of acceptance of the
observed as it is. By that point, Chesed, the overlap of the Yetziratic Tree
is substantial on this Tree of Assiah, as the lower circle rises to intersect
the center of the second circle, with its own Tree. The remaining Sephirot
perspectives of the Assiah tree become a little hazy. What is the knowledge
gained from the physical thing being studied? What understanding do we
acquire? What wisdom, if any, is there? What is the unifying quality of the
whole experience? Those are fairly abstract ideas, and amount to perspectives
from a fanciful Tree, a Yetzirah one. In the method of the four overlapping
Worlds and Trees, we are now at the bottom half of the Yetziratic Tree, even
though we are also at the top half of the Assiah Tree. The highest Assiah
Sephirot become the lowest of this second Tree, and we find ourselves dealing
with a Malkut, a Yesod, and a Hod of a more mental character. Here the
pattern of the approach is the same, but there is more study, more associated
thinking and less direct linkage with the physical object of study. In this
Tree, we begin to evolve ideas on our own, going up a similar structure of the
Tree of Life and seeing where those ideas, inspired by a physical event or
situation, lead us. In the upper part of this Yetirah Tree, new ideas begin
to form, not connected to the physical observation, but derived from thoughts
inspired by that physical observation. This is the start of the overlap to
the third Tree and Briah circle. The progression continues, ultimately
arriving at indescribable pure ideas and mystical states of mind very
distantly related to the original physical subject, as the highest of these
four overlapping circles is attained and the Atzilut Tree comes into
dominance. All that was observed in the Assiah Tree on the bottom was taken
up to the Malkut and other lower Sephirot of the Yetzirah Tree, from that to
the next and so on. This is a way of using Trees of Life more systematically,
rather than just scattered about like marbles on a table, some touching
others, some not. This is building not merely a constellation spreading out
in every direction; but a development of thought, each idea composed like a
link in a chain, with Trees of Life. This a method that was used in that book
by La-Aaron, George and the Talmudic Fern, as he attempted to figure the human
body up into the highest reaches. He blew it a little because he didn't
review his work long enough. We have a way of understanding that.
September 14, 1949. | ||
Dr. Gabriel Montenegro Route 2 Box 9 Madera, California. My dear Brother Montenegro,
Thank you for your letter of September 1st with the news about Brother Roy. To take this matter first, let me only say that what he is going through he has brought upon his head himself. You cannot fool the Gods. Once They take notice, They take action. However, this would require a personal talk and showing you certain documents. One cannot make a solemn, formal, pledge to the Gods and then go back on one's word without impunity! The Master Therion saw what was coming many years ago and warned me to be careful. What you say about the house in Madera appears from the photo indeed a very large property with too much work. I am glad you have washed your hands - I hope without loss - and that you will be able to establish yourself more firmly and with outside prosperity, in the Sacramento -- San Francisco vicinity. When there you should get in touch with our brother Grady McMurtry whose address is
He was appointed by the Master Therion some years ago to check on every member of Agape Lodge; and made his report. I have been extremely disappointed that activities in the last two years have been so slow, and slack at Agape Lodge. There were three members that should have been initiated long ago. It has been a gave neglect that it has been delayed from month to month, from year to year. A year ago Soror Estai donated a sum of $70, her very last savings, to buying certain equipment for proper initiation ceremonies. The money was paid to Bro. Leffingwell for that purpose. The money now seems lost, anyway, nobody seems to know what has been done with it. Do you happen to know? Thank you for your nice gesture of sending me your check. As you see from the enclosed it was returned to me with the note "Account Closed." I am writing this to your Madera address hoping it will find you. Our headquarters is coming along nicely. I have two rooms installed with books, Manuscripts, Letters by the Master Therion, Files, etc. etc. I have bought steel filing cabinets and other steel furniture for safety's sake. Brethren will have a splendid chance to study material that is no where else available. There is a great quiet around this place. We are in the midst of pleasant woods and have 8 acres of our own grounds with benches and fine walks on trails that lets one be entirely alone if one wants to for meditation. May-be some day you will have a chance to visit us here.
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Dear Grady,
The last day of February and I don't want to get into March before I at least answer yours of Jan. 30 in which you wrote mostly about Monty's copy of the Tarot. I had thought he would have come to visit me in March and bring his copy along, but he just wrote that he had had to change his plans; he keeps his house and begins to start his practice anew. I wish him the best of luck; he is a valuable man; has a fine and pure aspiration; perhaps a little dreamy or sentimental which may stem from national Mexican background. He should be cultivated and I hope you'll have a chance to see him from time to time. As he is a Doctor he might, when the time is ripe, be interested in the study of matters connected with "Amrita" and work his way into the higher grades of the O.T.O. Despite all his devotion, the devotion of the remaining members of Agape Lodge towards paying for this necessary Lodge equipment, and the promises made to him, he was never passed into the I° O.T.O. There were at that time a number of candidates who all urged for action and nothing was done. Montenegro was the one valuable candidate, brought in by Jane, through an O.T.O. affiliate in Germany. We certainly owe him some service. As to the Tarot copy; I can't imagine it to be spurious. The details you write me don't register. My copy has no imprint of 'bound by Sangorski & Sutcliffe' at all, in any shape or form. The bindings, due to the price, was done in batches of 20 or 25, so it is well possible that some series were slightly different. But I have no explanation of the cheaper paper. Your mentioning Shannon and bed time stories for him: I suppose you know that A.C. at all times suggested for children that a Fairy Tale or Tales like from the Arabian Knights were read at night to a child. They all -- the genuine, not the 'improved versions put out by some ignorant females over here -- contain deep magical allusions. It is these that remain in the soul of a child, and do their lasting magical work on the higher planes. In this country we have too much forgotten the secret ways in which Nature works. I enclose the preliminary list of material that I have listed so far. In the first place, I made this for Yorke, who has in many ways a much more complete set of Crowleiana than we have, the reason being that A.C. left many of his things in pawn years ago when he was practically starving, and Yorke traced much of this, bought it, and is sending me copies; the same applies to letters he bought, or knew that someone had from A.C.; of all this he had copies made for {pages breaks off} The same applies to the diaries of A.C.'s, Mudd, Leah, and others. The tragedy has been that A.C. never had a H.Q., though he longed to have one for many, many years. As a result there is probably more of his work lost than we have been able to save. Much may turn up many years from now as great discoveries. I wish you would go through the list I'm sending you and return it to me, it is the only copy I have here. Yorke just wrote me that Symonds will not release the last shipment before May or June. It is only then that I can make a full catalog. Even the list I'm sending is incomplete: it does not contain the many Files of Letters. There is still tremendous work to be done, and I'd welcome help by another type of brain than mine to make suggestions and give advice. The list also does not contain the stock of books which we have for sale. I trust that the time will come when there'll be a sudden demand. For the time at least all this material is safe, properly filed in steel Filling cabinets, and storage cabinets. I ought to have a young Thelemite to make typescripts of material, etc. etc. etc. etc. We have a year's work at least. As I believe I wrote you, one of our Brethren in Germany is holding the flag of Thelema flying. There is an 'Abbey of Thelema' and 'Thelemische Lektionen' are being published in German regularly. Many things have been translated, even LVX with the Commentary, and Eight Lectures on Yoga. There is much devotion there, and those people need help in their uphill fight. I am most eager to make available to them copies of such works as 'Aleister Explains Everything', and very much material that they have never heard of. The lack of help for this work distresses me deeply. - I wish you the best of luck in your desire to pass your final exams by the end of this year. Your Jupiter will pass in the middle of March over your radical Uranus and in the latter half of March over important, good aspects of your radical Sun, Mercury, and Saturn, I wonder whether this period will be noticeable. It may be more on the inner planets, and you would get consciously something from this if you have been keeping your magical diary assiduously, and have been doing practices regularly. Otherwise thee is the danger that spiritual gifts pass unnoticed, or are forgotten quietly. You have a good and strong horoscope and should apply what 666 taught you, and make the most of it! Not everybody is so fortunate.
P.S. Jack Parsons was in N.Y. and of January; saw me only twice very briefly; I was generous in every way; offered him to stay as our guest for a few days at H.Q. where I'd show him around. He promised to keep in touch with me and see Jane. He never did. Then I remembered that he made a threat, almost unnoticed at the time, that he would get the Copy rights for A.C.'s abridged Commentary to AL and publish it, no matter whether he had the legal right or not - probably with Smith who has a group in L.A. of his Church of Thelema. There is dirty business going on there. |
J. asked why OTO members argue about so many things that have nothing to do with spirituality and religion.
Spiritual discovery and work toward attainment is part of what OTO does,
but not all of it. We are intended to be a social experiment in Thelema as
well, a place where people can get together to work out the ramifications of
Thelema in many different ways. That does involve a good deal of
perambulating talk, but not much more than in any other church, Gnostic or
otherwise.
M. asked about possible problems with using drugs in Yoga or Magick
It's mostly a matter of judgment. If you use something illegal, your work
may be interrupted by court cases, fines and imprisonment. Otherwise, if you
use a drug, legal or illegal, you need to observe reasonable health
precautions. In particular, if the drug effects the state of mind, it may not
be possible to monitor your own use without outside help. Drugs have long
been considered one of many ways to attain particular states of consciousness;
but the stronger drugs tend to be considered only of value in threshold
experiences -- single uses to get an idea of what can be done under self
control instead of under influence, or to break a deadlock.
J.H. expressed frustration that he had been discouraged in attempts to propose improvements along traditional lines in OTO, since "a Man of Earth degree takes no role in the government of the Order."
That's valid in the sense that a member in the Man of Earth degrees doesn't
have legislative, judicial or many administrative activities. However, in the
course of time and advancement to the middle degrees, that may change. It is
good to know about such things. Also, it is important for each O.T.O. member
to have knowledge about the functioning and set-up of the Order, particularly
from IInd degree on. Finally, you may have a good idea that we can use.
O.T.O. members of higher degrees are supposed to inform and listen to the
members that come after them, not turn such members off to the essential work
of the Order.
J.C. Asked about Secret Chiefs
The Order of the Golden Dawn maintained that it was led by "Secret Chiefs"
who authorized and directed that organization from a distance. It was never
clear whether these Secret Chiefs were living people, spiritual beings or a
combination of both. In some ways, the idea is similar to the concept of "The
Elect" in Calvanism. OTO doesn't use the term "Secret Chiefs" to any
substantial extent, but many people have a sense of the existence of guardian
spirits or beneficial deities.
3/2/97 | Gnostic Mass 7:30PM Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
3/8/97 | OTO initiations. Call to attend | Thelema Ldg. | ||
3/9/97 | Thelema Lodge Luncheon Meeting 12:30 | Thelema Ldg. | ||
3/9/97 | Gnostic Mass 7:30PM Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
3/11/97 | Thelema Lodge Library night 8PM (call to attend) | Thelema Ldg. | ||
3/16/97 | Gnostic Mass 7:30PM Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
3/19/97 | Tarot with Bill Heidrick, 7:30 PM in San Anselmo at 5 Suffield Ave. | Thelema Ldg. | ||
3/20/97 | Vernal Equinox Ritual 7:30PM at Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
3/23/97 | Gnostic Mass 7:30PM Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
3/24/97 | Section II Groups reading with Caitlin: Maurice Hewlett's "Lore of Proserpine" 8PM at OZ House | Thelema Ldg. | ||
3/26/97 | Thelema Lodge Library night 8PM (call to attend) | Thelema Ldg. | ||
3/28/97 | "The Houses in Astrology" workshop with Grace in Berkeley 7 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
3/30/97 | Gnostic Mass 7:30PM Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
3/31/97 | Sirius Oasis meeting 8PM Berkeley | Sirius Oasis |
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