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July 1998 e.v. at Thelema Lodge
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"Over There"
When the muse is hard upon me | |
Would I lie upon the grass | |
Scribble with a stubby pencil | |
Whimsies ere they fade and pass; | |
Plot my verses willy-nilly | |
As they play across my mind | |
Humming quickly in and out | |
Catch it now or never find | |
The vagrant rhymes that startle, then | |
Dissolve and come no more; | |
Compared with this the work-a-day | |
Is really quite a chore. | |
Derived from a lecture series in 1977 e.v. by Bill Heidrick
Copyright © Bill Heidrick
or, 1998: The Year Gnosticism Broke
by Michael Sanborn
Behold! Human beings living in an underground den, which has a mouth open towards the light and reaching all along the den; here they have been from their childhood, and have their legs and necks chained so that they cannot move, and can only see before them, being prevented by the chains from turning round their heads. Above and behind them a fire is blazing at a distance, and between the fire and the prisoners there is a raised way; and you will see, if you look, a low wall built along the way, like the screen which marionette players have in front of them, over which they show the puppets. And do you see men passing along the wall carrying all sorts of vessels, and statues and figures of animals made of wood and stone and various materials, which appear over the wall? Some of them are talking, others silent. You have shown me a strange image, and they are strange prisoners. Like ourselves; and they see only their own shadows, or the shadows of one another, which the fire throws on the opposite wall of the cave. To them the truth would be literally nothing but the shadows of the images. -- Plato, The Republic, Book VII: 514-515, trans. Benjamin Jowett
I am one of a concourse. All, or nigh all, seem fallen into heaviness, not from exhaustion of labour, but from lethargy. The plain is vast beyond eye to mark its bounds, even were not all dark with blight of fog and thick with marish damp. A few of us are half awake, gaze dumbly on the East. No light responds. Alas for me who am too much alive with the horrible and hopeless ache for sleep of one half-drugged! Dazed, stupefied -- I know not who I am -- I know not whence I came -- I know not whither I go.
Then the Female Spiritual Principle came in the form of the Snake, the Instructor; and it taught them, saying, "What did he say to you? Was it, 'From every tree in the Garden shall you eat; yet, from the tree of evil and good do not eat'?" The carnal Woman said, "Not only did he say, 'Do not eat,' but even 'Do not touch it; for the day you eat from it, with death you are going to die.'" And the Snake, the Instructor, said, "With death you shall not die; for it was out of jealousy that he said this to you. Rather, your eyes shall open and you shall come to be like gods, recognizing evil and good."
James' "man in a fog" analogy has been seized upon by philosophers and psychologists many times, notably by Abraham Maslow, but The Truman Show brings the point across on a visceral and popular level.Imagine a man seated in a boat, surrounded by dense fog, and out of the fog seeing a flat stone leap from the crest of one wave to another. If he had always sat thus, his explanations must be very crude as compared with those of a man whose eyes could pierce fog, and who saw upon the shore the boy skipping stones. --William James, "A Suggestion about Mysticism" (printed in The Journal of Philosophy, Psychology and Scientific Methods, 1910)
Christof, the director of the TV show which is Truman's artificial life, coordinates Truman's world from his control center within the moon. This corresponds so closely with the Gurdjieffian/Ouspenskian doctrines regarding the moon that it suggests a direct influence.It would seem that there is some mysterious agency that wishes to hold men back, to prevent them from gaining full use of their powers. It is as if man contained an invisible parasite, whose job is to keep man unaware of his freedom. --Colin Wilson, The New Existentialism (re-issued Wildwood House: London, 1980)
The moon controls all our movements. If I move my arm, it is the moon that does it, because without the influence of the moon it cannot happen. All our mechanicalness depends on the moon. We are like marionettes moved by wires, but we can be more free of the moon or less free. All sleeping people are under the influence of the moon. They have no resistance, but if man develops, he can gradually cut some of the wires that are undesirable and can open himself to higher influences. In this way he can become free from the moon, if not fully, at least considerably more than he is now. --P. D. Ouspensky, The Fourth Way (Alfred A. Knopf, 1957)
Or as Truman Burbank puts it "Good afternoon, good evening, and good night!"Before gaining gnosis, the candidate worshipped the demiurge, mistaking him for the true God: now, through the sacrament of redemption, the candidate indicates that he has been released from the demiurge's power. In this ritual he addresses the demiurge, declaring his independence, serving notice that he no longer belongs to the demiurge's sphere of authority and judgment, but to what transcends it. --Elaine Pagels, The Gnostic Gospels (Random House: New York, 1979)
Tracks and Tribulations, K.G.:
1 R 17/29 (6) Executed Document.
Proclaimed
on 25th June 1929
signed: Lippold (super) Secretary of
Jusice {sic}.
Plaintiff' The (female) doctor Dr.
med. Marie Therese
Franziska Karola married
Germer, nee Wrtl in
Hamburg, Husmmerstrasse
10.II b. Kontiko, born
11 August 1892 in
Munster 1. Westfallia.
Represented by Attorney Dr. Baumgart in Gera -
Defendant: The Merchant Karl
Johannes Germer, of at
the time unknown
domicile
abroad, born 22
January 1885 in
Elberfeld.
The First Civilchamber of the Landgericht Thuringia in Gera decides upon verbal trial on June 11, 1929 before Landgerichtsdirektor Gabelein, Landgerichsrat Dr. Geipel and Gerichtsassessor Dr. Salomon
as Law:
The parties - citizens of the German Reich -- have married in Bad Kissingen on April 17, 1921. They have no children. The woman moves (proposes) (B1.4 = Page 4):
She declares that the marriage has been unhappy from the beginning, because the husband did not apply the energy and ability to follow a regular activity. That, when they moved from Vienna to Weida, he followed exclusively mystical pursuit. That he studied mystical writings and devoted himself with fellows to occult exercises. That in particular he yielded to the influence of an international crook by the name of Crowley. At the instigation of the wife the parties finally emigrated, because the husband had made it impossible for himself and his wife to live any longer in Weida, and because the wife had believed that the husband could only be brought back to a regular activity in a completely changed surrounding. For that reason the parties went first to Italy, thence to Tunis and finally to New York, where they arrived on May 28, 1926. There the husband left the wife 14 days after arrival, under the pretext of visiting a Brother of the Sect in Chicago. In truth, however, the husband did not go to Chicago but disappeared without a trace. He was only seen once again in Boston. That these statements of the wife are true is considered by the Court proven on the basis of a letter which her physician Dr. med. Mond of New York wrote to her on February 7, 1929 (Bl.13 = page 13). This shows that the husband has been seen the last time 2-1/2 years ago in Boston and that since then his domicile has not been known. The suit of the wife is thus justified both according to {section} 1567 BGB (Civil Law Code), as well as {section} 1568 BGB (Civil Law Code). The conditions of {section} 1567 BGB are given because the husband has withheld himself for longer than 1 year against the will of the wife from the home community, and the conditions for public notification existed against him and do exist still. The plaint is also justified according to {section} 1568 BGB; for, because the husband left the wife in New York without further ado, without providing for her maintenance, he has violated the duties based on marriage so severely, that the wife cannot be expected a continuation of the marriage.
Value of Suit: 2000.00 Reichsmark.
(signed) Gabelein. Dr. Geipel. Dr. Salomon.
Document Executed
Gera, June 29, 1929.
The office of the Thuringian
Landgericht.
(Seal) signed Seiler,
Justizoberinspektor.
To Mr Merchant Karl Johannes Germer
I herewith confirm the literal
conformation of the above Copy with the Document of the Judgment
presented to me.
100 | USA | |
85 | Japan | |
75 | Australia, Canada, Denmark, | |
England, Finland,
France, | ||
Germany, Iceland,
Italy, | ||
Netherlands, New
Zealand, | ||
Norway, Spain, South
Africa, | ||
Sweden | ||
40 | Croatia, Slovenia | |
30 | Brazil, Mexico | |
15 | Bulgaria, Macedonia, Russia | |
5 | Serbia Russia |
7/1/98 | College of Hard NOX 8 PM with Mordecai in the library | Thelema Ldg. | ||
7/5/98 | Gnostic Mass 8:00PM Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
7/9/98 | Ritual Study Workshop with Cynthia 8:00 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
7/12/98 | Lodge luncheon meeting 12:30 | Thelema Ldg. | ||
7/12/98 | Gnostic Mass 8:00PM Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
7/13/98 | Section II reading group with Caitlin: Ariosto's "Orlando Furioso" at Oz house, 8 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
7/16/98 | Ritual Study Workshop with Cynthia 8:00 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
7/18/98 | OTO Initiations, call to attend | Thelema Ldg. | ||
7/19/98 | "Finnegans Wake reading 4:18 PM | Thelema Ldg. | ||
7/19/98 | Gnostic Mass 8:00PM Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
7/25/98 | The Rite of Saturn 8PM call for location. | Thelema Ldg. | ||
7/26/98 | Gnostic Mass 8:00PM Horus Temple | Thelema Ldg. | ||
7/27/98 | Sirius Oasis meeting 8:00 PM in Berkeley | Sirius Oasis | ||
7/29/98 | College of Hard NOX 8 PM with Mordecai in the library | Thelema Ldg. |
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